I lay there in a daze watching you sleep with thoughts racing in my head as I was trying to memorize your face. I just wanted to hold you, Wishing that I could show you how I feel for it might be the last chance.. the last day together one moment I would cherish forever I know tomorrow I'll be watching you walk away, not wanting you to go.. but I must and I have to find the strength somehow, To kiss your lips goodbye... -Poetrysoup
She watched as the earth fell asleep
Waited for the yellow moon
soft kisses of unfaithful wind..
Images..Images on her head
Nostalgic memory of a forgotten love
Flashes of things she tried to forget..
Her eyes caught the reflection of the moon
locked inside the rain on her cheek..
She was standing alone..
Her grieving heart sought
solace from the moon
She petitioned the stars
Where is he this very night?
Cruel..oh so cruel..
Beneath the silence of the sky
she bowed her head and cried..
His brown eyes
She still feels them looking at her
She still see them smiling at her
She still remember their first time together
She still recall his touch
and she fell in love
The world was perfect
the colors were alive and vibrant
She was in love
He was a beautiful stranger
A stranger that caught her untamed heart
She was so in love
She remember how he cared about her
She remember the sound of his heartbeat
or was it just a make-believe?
She thought he was her Hero
didn’t he try to rescue her?
and she gladly ran to him
She thought his arms are her castle
as her head rest on his chest
there is no sky she couldn’t fly
but she never knew..
She wish she had
the shadow of someone she thought he’ll never be..
She thought he was her Knight..
but she didn’t see..
the same Knight whose sword is meant to bring death to her heart..
to him, she was nothing but a Paramour…
I know I have made some mistakes along the way and for those I’m sorry.The mistakes I have made came from lack of understanding, not lack of love because from the moment you were born into my life, I knew I would love you with all I am.
That day, I looked into your eyes and all my dreams came true… I instantly loved you so much that suddenly nothing else was important. Your every move amazes me. Your every breath is beautiful. You are my world and for as long as I live I will love you. M&J
“Let there be spaces in your togetherness.
Fill each other’s cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone, even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.
Give your hearts, but not into each other’s keeping, for only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together, yet not too near together: For the pillars of the temple stand apart, And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other’s shadow.”
Love calls me to come outside
leaving the comfortzone of my own selfishness..
to discover your needs before my own..
to find my fulfillness lies hidden–
Love calls and I answer
tentatively treading on uncertain grounds
testing its ability to bear
the weight of my heart..
and of my own expectations
Fear of falling, I take a chance…
and I am challenged to forsake
everything that I consider safe..
Love calls and I release alll that I am
only to find that I’ve lost nothing
and found everything
in the discovery that the real comfortzone
—is in your arms..