My pulse is getting fast
My heart is gonna crash
I got something to say to you
We’ve been on overdrive
Maybe we should take some time, apart
I’m always on the road and putting on a show
I know you’re really trying to keep up with me
But you must be sick of all the bull, I pull, on you
Now, I’m having second thoughts about us
I think I like it like it was
I know I shut the system down
But now I wanna bring it back up
We need a reset, don’t wanna regret
Not making it up with you
You and I are fading from the screen
Can we prevent a freeze?
We’re losing power, and we’re spinning down
Suddenly back up… dedicated now
We crashed, but we can turn it
Around and around and around
Maybe we don’t have to fall, apart
Start it up
Start it up
I don’t really know you, but you’ve been no stranger to making a point that you know me. You make it a priority to always know what I’m doing and what the status of him and I are.
While what you say hurts, but what hurts the most is your complete disregard to anything except for what you want. The truth is, I was never your enemy, until you turned me into one. You instantly focused on hurting me in any way that you could. What you don’t understand is that I wish it would have never come to this. I wish you would have been able to express your feelings to me without putting me down, or formulating wild lies to widen the drift you have caused.
I’m writing this to let you know that I’m done playing along with all your games, whoever you are. Stop being psycho and so hung up with guilt. Let go of heavy baggage so it is easy for both of you to walk forward. My only regret is letting what you have said bother me so much but now it has come to end.
Your friend- who you so devotedly fight for her “rightful” place as you said will eventually find another love, and I wish her the best with that. When that day does arrive, I hope both of you will look back on this situation and realize the pain you have caused, and will regret your actions.
Until then, LOL goodluck
P.S : no, we’re not the same. I am no like you or your friend. I don’t binge in alcohol and cigarettes. You won’t find me on nightclubs, you’ll find me on bookstores. And most importantly, I spend my own money and I pay my own tuition fees. We are not on the same league.